CONFESIONAL #15

[Yul Kwon]

PUTTIN THE DAWG TO SLEEP 

Well last night was probably the worst night since the game has begun for me. Silas, a person I trusted went home. It hurt my game a bit beacuse I know Silas would be loyal to me and also not target me. More then anything I am no longer in the driver seat. Mary/Jefra really are the true ones in the driver seat at this point. THAT is why in Survivor you can never give up because the tables turn all the time.


I had a sneaking suspicion Spencer would be my downfall and I was right. His lack of time on AIM probably drove him insane and he decided to make a move with Cliff.


Now the good news is Cliff and Spencer still want to take me to final 3. Since Day 2 or something we've had "THE CUNNILINGUIST" alliance and in reality I never took it too seriously but now it's my only chance, for NOW.


A major issue right now for me is the prescence of Bob Dawg. Bob Dawg as I've said ALL season long is a very smart guy and his relationship with Cliff is def. scary for my game. Cliff and Spencer both explained the situation this past round. I have to say they BOTH did approach me asking to work with the girls but of course I declined in hopes that maybe only Spencer would flip and Cliff would stay true to his words and vote Jefra out. Didn't happen.

Silas went, but the key situation here is I got 0 blood on my hands for a major boot. Now...Cliff told me it's the best move for us 3 (Spencer, himself and I) and to trust him and yadda yadda yadda. Cliff is well aware either girl CAN NOT make final 2 or else they'll automatically win. Spencer is also aware and Spencer admitted to me that he made the call, he spoke with Cliff and said listen, Yul doesn't want to do this but we have to take this into our own hands, Yul will understand. Then they pulled the trigger on Silas.

So I know at least I am guaranteed on a final 6 unless Mary, Cliff and Spencer are ALL playing me in which case I am fucked either way.

If it were anyone else OTHER then Bob Dawg I would just sit back and ride out the next two rounds but the way I look at it there is ONE spot left for final 5 and it's between Bob Dawg and I. So I have divised a plan on possibly trying to get out Bob Dawg this round.


Plan A failed miserably, I went to Cliff and talked to him about the vote, he doesn't want Bob Dawg out now no way no how. BIG SURPRISE..NOT. I asked Spencer and he wasn't totally against the idea but he knew no way Cliff would go for it. I could've basically tried to turn Spencer against Cliff but no point in that, it's too early and Spencer HATES Ethan with every fiber of his being, I have no idea why? Maybe some tiff they had who knows.


Now before I explain option B, Cliff had told me to continue siding with Bob Dawg and Ethan because they didn't want Mary and Jefra knowing I am with them. No problem BUT at the same time he doesn't know Mary and I have been talking since the merge. So I thought to myself...


Plan B. I will approach Mary and tell her my true feelings on the Bob/Cliff connection in hopes she sees what major threat they possess as a duo. I have to make her seem vulnerable and the one who could be targeted. I wanted her to know they could easily get rid of me next round after Ethan then Bob/Cliff and Spencer gang up on her and Jefra. From Mary's point of view she knows I wouldn't do that because I've been working with her and #2 I voted against Cliff/Spencer.

Mary and I sent each other PMs 2 of which really detail everything I said above. I am going to post them in separate posts below this so this isn't one long ass confessional.


To summarize I am down but I am NOT out. This is what Survivor is all about, sometimes things will go your way and sometimes it won't. I am well aware I am not in the driver seat right now, I understand that and I accept it but it doesn't mean I am just going to roll over and die. I won't be carried to the final 6 or 5 or even 4 only to be chopped. FUCK THAT. Survivor is about adapting to situations and that's what I plan on doing with Plan B. I said there is always a Plan B before. Will it work? Probably NOT but hey, it's a shot in the dark, maybe it may hit something. If not then I gotta keep fighting the good fight. I have to play it round by round for the next 2-3 rounds.


At this point I have allegiance to NO ONE, I can't afford it. Whatever can make me get to the finals is what I will do, whatever way i see fit to best pave my way to the finals is the road I will take. Bob/Cliff know each other from a prior game, Jefra/Mary know each other from a prior game and I know Spencer/Cliff probably have a side final 2 deal. With that being said I have made relationships and bonds from scratch from the beginning. I have clawed my way to the final 7 and will continue going. First thing is first, we have to put the DAWG to sleep.

[Yul Kwon]

MARY'S PM TO ME BEFORE THE TRIBAL COUNCIL RESULTS AND SILAS GOING HOME:

Sept 24, 2014 16:54:52 GMT -5 Mary Sartain said:

Looks like Cliff and Spencer might actually vote for Silas.



I'm going along with it, because they think Silas has the idol and won't play it, so they're never going to expect you to pull one later.



Even if Cliff and Spencer screw this up, we have a truckload of evidence to show Silas that they threw him under the bus this round, so it should all work out just fine.



So, here's my thought for how this will work. If they do vote Silas off tonight, I'm 100% certain they will take Ethan out next because Spencer hates him, and then Bob Dawg should go out sixth. At five either the boys will turn on us and you can push them to vote Jefra, OR you can play the idol and take out Jefra. That gets us to final four, and I'm absolutely certain that you and I could both destroy either of the boys in a tiebreaker if it comes to that, and in the F3 immunity challenge whichever of us wins takes the other.



I think we'd both have a good shot at the win (probably you'd beat me because you would have gotten there without betraying the boys. I don't care at all if I lose to you) in that scenario. <3



Let me know what you think!

MARY'S PM TO ME AFTER THE SILAS BOOT:

Sept 24, 2014 17:55:05 GMT -5 Mary Sartain said:

Yeah, I'll be on at like 11:30 or so when class ends, and we can put our heads together to come up with a plan.



As far as I know Spencer and Cliff are dead-set on Ethan or Bob next, so whichever of them doesn't go next will go right after. That puts it at a you/me/Jefra/Cliff/Spencer final five. The idol will help immensely, because they're sure Silas had it, and if one doesn't come up on Thursday that'll confirm it for them.

MY PLAN B AND PM TO MARY THIS THURSDAY MORNING:

Sept 25, 2014 7:58:45 GMT -5 Yul Kwon said:

How are you, unfortunately I missed you on AIM yesterday. I was on for a bit but then I went off and when I came on at 130 you were already gone.



So I was thinking of all scenarios for us to get to the end. I know you guys wanna get Ethan this round and Bob Dawg next round that'll take us to final 5. That sounds okay but there is one MAJOR issue. I know for a fact, 100000% Bob Dawg and Cliff are tight, they both admit it.&nbsp;



I can see Ethan going, then at final 6 Cliff/Spencer telling you guys I have to go next then getting rid of me. At that point Cliff/Spencer AND Bob Dawg would have #s over you and Jefra, you would have to basically win the last 3 challenges or you'd be out. Bob Dawg wants you out bad, he already told me he's voting for you this round although he won't have the votes obviously.



So at final Bob Dawg/Cliff/Spencer would take you out, if you won immunity Jefra would be gone, then they'd team up against you and you'd HAVE to win again. Bob Dawg is a huge challenge threat and so are Cliff and Spencer. Cliff has dummied his game alot so he can get this far, in the one posting challenge he was prepared to go for 8+ hours but didn't make sense especially since Jefra had like 10 hours or something.





Let's say Ethan goes and they tell ya'll to get me out EVEN if ya'll don't agree they don't need you and Jefra's vote. Bob Dawg/ Cliff/Spencer vote me even if you/me/Jefra vote together on Bob Dawg for example...it'll be 3-3 we revote, same tie then it goes to past votes and at that point Bob Dawg would be safe as I have more votes then him. I would be gone and it'll be the same scenario Bob/Cliff/Spencer vs. You/Jefra.



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I am pretty positive that's how the scenario will go down. Cliff has never been seriously expressive about getting Bob Dawg out, it's always been 1 or 2 people ahead of Bob Dawg.





Now, what I am suggesting is obviously you know you and I have something together, you know you have Jefra. That's 3 votes if we can pull Ethan and I mean let's be real....Ethan will do anything at this point to save himself. IF we can pull Ethan to vote Bob Dawg that's 4 votes. Bob Dawg is out....that sets up You/Jefra/Me &nbsp;vs. Cliff/Spencer &nbsp; &nbsp;and then leaves Ethan. &nbsp;Ethan will be grateful to us for saving him secondly there is NO CHANCE in hell he'd vote with Cliff/Spencer. &nbsp;At final 6 we could really get anyone out, cause at that point once you and I survive going into final 5 with NO Bob Dawg in the picture to team up with Cliff/Spencer &nbsp;we will have numbers.



Ethan won't turn on us for Cliff/Spencer...Firstly Spencer hates Ethan's guts and IDK why. On top of that Ethan is barely online anymore so he has no connections with anyone. &nbsp; In addition to that, in the final 6 challenge IF we get Ethan out we have to combat Bob who can be a serious threat. I like our chances of beating Ethan in final 6 OVER beating Bob Dawg tbh. Bob has 0 graphical skills yet he downloaded a program he knows nothing about and watched tutorials on you tube and read stuff ALL so he can do the challenge. THAT is someone who can go above and beyond plus I know if its a posting challenge he'll go HARD. I know Jefra is able to go 10+ but Bob Dawg can do the same trust me. Silas/Bob Dawg are the 2 biggest challenge threats but Bob Dawg flew under the radar cause everyone was focused on Silas for 1 challenge.&nbsp;





So this is basically what I've come up with, obviously you'll know more information then I do. But tell me what you think. At the end of the day I am with you and trust you the same way you trusted me the past few rounds. I just think we have to be careful so we don't stick ourself into a corner in which we can't come out of. &nbsp;The Cliff/Bob Dawg relationship is being overlooked and its DANGEROUS.



Please keep this between us and tell me what you think is the best route for us to take.

HOPEFULLY THIS WORKS AND BOB DAWG GOES HOME TONIGHT...KEEP HOPE ALIVE YULEONS!