NOTE TO ALL PLAYERS - PLEASE READ FIRST B4 CONFESSIONALS!!!
Oct 8, 2014 14:50:48 GMT -5
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Post by Yul Kwon on Oct 8, 2014 14:50:48 GMT -5
I wanted to type this up before results are read and I presumably lose this game. I BEG BEG BEG AND PLEAD PLEAD PLEAD TO ALL PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE TAKE 5 MINS OUT OF YOUR TIME AND READ THIS IN FULL. PLEASE I BEG OF YOU.
I played a character in this game. As you'll read in my confessionals I was a huge dick. I never EVER had any REAL ill intent to hurt or offend anyone. There are a few people in the ORG world who know the real me and will vouch for me that I am a very normal, very nice guy.
I never ever ever ever ever ever tried to cause any hurt or pain to Jefra or Mary and have them feel like they were violated. EVER. Not even close to it. I GENUINELY I apologize if they do feel that way and I can't say sorry enough if they felt that way for real and genuinely. You are going to read things in my confessional where I act like a cold hearted asshole but it's the character I chose to play behind the scenes....
There are a few people I want to address in here because if I do in the FTC it'll be deemed as bullshit.
Taj - You seemed really nice but you were so adamant about working with Gillian and keeping her around. You were willing to self vote ot keep Gillian alive which I found really weird. Unfortunately that's why I couldn't work with you moving further. However after reading my confessional you'll see I thought many times about working with you.
RC - I will come back to you
JR - JR I wanted to work with you, then you flipped and came after me. When you came back I STILL wanted to work with you until Kass hit me up and told me you were going to try and play the guys and work with the girls. At that point I knew you could be dangerous and against us that's why you had to go. I do think you're a cool guy from the little convo we had.
Spencer - I just want to let you know the talks we had about writing and scripts were all 100% GENUINE, you're a very talented writer and although I still haven't finished the script you indeed are great. The only reason I voted you out was because at that point I felt Mary and Jefra would be more trusting over you and Cliff. Plus the fact you flipped I was worried you'd eventually come after me and was a bit of a wildcard that I could never read.
Mary - You are 10000000% a phenomenal player. When I found out you were Shawna I was like OMG. But since you are so damn good I knew there was no chance in hell I could let you get to the end...you are TOO damn good and would walk over anyone in the FTC. I genuinely am sorry for all the shit that's transpired and hopefully one day we can hash it out. I respect your gameplay 100% and I really hated the fact the whole sex thing got blown up.
Jefra - You are a very nice person and funny as well. I really hope you can forgive me for what I said to you I HONESTLY AND TRULY never ever ever ever meant anything by it and solely was looking for a LOL moment as if this was a television show. To be honest I felt like you blew it out of porportion a bit because you were voted out. I've spoken to many people who agree with me on this. No matter IF you really felt hurt by it I apologize. No one should feel this way when playing ORGs, in game is one thing, outside game and real life is totally different.
Cliff - You are by far the most entertaining person this season. I am sure you're going to hands down win this with every single person's vote, maybe Ethan will throw me 1 vote but that's about it. You were funny as fuck although you got me mad when you flipped and took out Silas but hey IT'S THE GAME and you did what you had to do. You were right to because you and Spencer was on the bottom of the boys tribe. So kudos for that move. Stiff Cliff 4 lyfe!
Silas - I don't know what else to say but I love you bro, awesome convos and you were really loyal I wish you had stayed in the game longer. I wish. You are a amazing person man.
BobDawg- Although Bob hates me now, Bob and I had some great convos about the game. He was literally my partner in crime and my right hand man. We talked about game stuff and sports and a whole slew of other shit. I only targeted him because like Mary he was super dangerous it would be a hands down vote for him unanimously were he to make the final 2. He was strong, strategic and helluva social player who is extremely likable. I hate that shit went down the way it did and honestly I felt you would be someone I would continue being friends with AFTER CYS. If you ever read this know I am sorry shit went down the way it did and if you ever want to talk or hash it out I am all up for it. Yes I was pretty pissed off you spread my name in Epic for no good reason but can't deny the fact you are a super cool dude and was one of my best friends in the game.
Ethan- Hands down my best friend in the game, got nothing but love for you my friend. YOU were one of the only people in this game I would have absolutely 0 issues losing to you. I know you said you're not this nice in real life and you're a asshole. I find it hard to believe bro, you're a awesome guy and would be honored to be your friend outside of the game. Very glad to have met you.
Gillian - Bhai! I really wish we weren't on different sides. After I found out everything about you it was too late. Taj was very shaky and not someone I realized I would ever align with. I couldn't trust you but man had we that conversatoin from the beginning and been on the same tribe I would've had 0 issues going all the way to the end with you. We just ended up on opposite sides. I really hope you are doing well and I genuinely do feel sad about your ma being so far away. IF that was true lol.
Kass - ALTHOUGH we were enemies in the game, deep down secretly I enjoyed it only because I thought it'd make for AWESOME TELEVISION. You were very formiddable opponent and I really hope you get casted for ALL-STARS regardless of your finish.
Marissa - We only spoke a few times but you seemed really nice.
Julia - My golden bond..that's about it.
Jim - ??
PW's - Thank you all for taking the time to help Brandon in the game and also reading, liking or commenting on my confessionals regardless of how much or little. I wrote those strictly on entertainment purposes and also to keep you all informed. Hopefully it was detailed enough for you to get a insight on the game and hopefully the entertainment value met your expectations. Thank you all for what you've done this season.
Brandon - Holy cow, how you have not managed to put a bullet in your head because of me is beyond me. I know I asked you a billion questions through out the season and am very sorry. I genuinely apologize for the overly dramatic shit at the end of the season. I have/had 0 intent to tarnish the great name of Can You Survive OR your name. I love the series and love you man. Your hardwork and dedication is second to none and you do it all by yourself. Kudos to you for being a phenomenal person, host and human being. Thanks for giving us your time to make this game so wonderful. Thank you, thank you, thank you.
Last but not least
RC - RC, I left you for the end because regardless of what you see in confessionals I genuinely LIKE you ALOT. As a person and human being you are so great. I respect you so much as a person, a wife and mother. I want you to know EVERY SINGLE CONVERSATION we had about non-game related stuff was 100% genuine. Every single word uttered about your kids, husband and/or family was 100000% genuine and real. Every word I spoke about my wife or future family I meant 1000000000%. The ONLY reason you had to go is because there were no other options. A girl had to go and you were the only one available IN REAL LIFE I was soooooooooooooooo TORN and wish you didn't have to go but for my game and the game of the boys you had to be the one. I cherished our convos though SERIOUSLY. I know you probably like most are disgusted with me but I just want you to know you are a amazing person. I am thankful for meeting you and you taught me alot about something I am passionate about which is family life. Thank you so much for everything, the tips, suggestions and advice. Thank you sooo much. Thank you.
Guys I've played ORGs before, this I believe is my 5th one. It's been a dream of mines to play in CYS for 2 yrs now since I started ORGs and am happy I got the opportunity to play in it. I am glad I got to meet each one of you whether we had great times or bad ones. I truly am sorry if I hurt or offended anyone/everyone. At the end of the day we are all human beings with feelings so I hope no ones was hurt. Good luck to everyone and let's remember this is just a game and real life is always first and foremost. Congrats to Cliff for his win..STIFF CLIFF I should say. Congratulations DAWG.
I played a character in this game. As you'll read in my confessionals I was a huge dick. I never EVER had any REAL ill intent to hurt or offend anyone. There are a few people in the ORG world who know the real me and will vouch for me that I am a very normal, very nice guy.
I never ever ever ever ever ever tried to cause any hurt or pain to Jefra or Mary and have them feel like they were violated. EVER. Not even close to it. I GENUINELY I apologize if they do feel that way and I can't say sorry enough if they felt that way for real and genuinely. You are going to read things in my confessional where I act like a cold hearted asshole but it's the character I chose to play behind the scenes....
There are a few people I want to address in here because if I do in the FTC it'll be deemed as bullshit.
Taj - You seemed really nice but you were so adamant about working with Gillian and keeping her around. You were willing to self vote ot keep Gillian alive which I found really weird. Unfortunately that's why I couldn't work with you moving further. However after reading my confessional you'll see I thought many times about working with you.
RC - I will come back to you
JR - JR I wanted to work with you, then you flipped and came after me. When you came back I STILL wanted to work with you until Kass hit me up and told me you were going to try and play the guys and work with the girls. At that point I knew you could be dangerous and against us that's why you had to go. I do think you're a cool guy from the little convo we had.
Spencer - I just want to let you know the talks we had about writing and scripts were all 100% GENUINE, you're a very talented writer and although I still haven't finished the script you indeed are great. The only reason I voted you out was because at that point I felt Mary and Jefra would be more trusting over you and Cliff. Plus the fact you flipped I was worried you'd eventually come after me and was a bit of a wildcard that I could never read.
Mary - You are 10000000% a phenomenal player. When I found out you were Shawna I was like OMG. But since you are so damn good I knew there was no chance in hell I could let you get to the end...you are TOO damn good and would walk over anyone in the FTC. I genuinely am sorry for all the shit that's transpired and hopefully one day we can hash it out. I respect your gameplay 100% and I really hated the fact the whole sex thing got blown up.
Jefra - You are a very nice person and funny as well. I really hope you can forgive me for what I said to you I HONESTLY AND TRULY never ever ever ever meant anything by it and solely was looking for a LOL moment as if this was a television show. To be honest I felt like you blew it out of porportion a bit because you were voted out. I've spoken to many people who agree with me on this. No matter IF you really felt hurt by it I apologize. No one should feel this way when playing ORGs, in game is one thing, outside game and real life is totally different.
Cliff - You are by far the most entertaining person this season. I am sure you're going to hands down win this with every single person's vote, maybe Ethan will throw me 1 vote but that's about it. You were funny as fuck although you got me mad when you flipped and took out Silas but hey IT'S THE GAME and you did what you had to do. You were right to because you and Spencer was on the bottom of the boys tribe. So kudos for that move. Stiff Cliff 4 lyfe!
Silas - I don't know what else to say but I love you bro, awesome convos and you were really loyal I wish you had stayed in the game longer. I wish. You are a amazing person man.
BobDawg- Although Bob hates me now, Bob and I had some great convos about the game. He was literally my partner in crime and my right hand man. We talked about game stuff and sports and a whole slew of other shit. I only targeted him because like Mary he was super dangerous it would be a hands down vote for him unanimously were he to make the final 2. He was strong, strategic and helluva social player who is extremely likable. I hate that shit went down the way it did and honestly I felt you would be someone I would continue being friends with AFTER CYS. If you ever read this know I am sorry shit went down the way it did and if you ever want to talk or hash it out I am all up for it. Yes I was pretty pissed off you spread my name in Epic for no good reason but can't deny the fact you are a super cool dude and was one of my best friends in the game.
Ethan- Hands down my best friend in the game, got nothing but love for you my friend. YOU were one of the only people in this game I would have absolutely 0 issues losing to you. I know you said you're not this nice in real life and you're a asshole. I find it hard to believe bro, you're a awesome guy and would be honored to be your friend outside of the game. Very glad to have met you.
Gillian - Bhai! I really wish we weren't on different sides. After I found out everything about you it was too late. Taj was very shaky and not someone I realized I would ever align with. I couldn't trust you but man had we that conversatoin from the beginning and been on the same tribe I would've had 0 issues going all the way to the end with you. We just ended up on opposite sides. I really hope you are doing well and I genuinely do feel sad about your ma being so far away. IF that was true lol.
Kass - ALTHOUGH we were enemies in the game, deep down secretly I enjoyed it only because I thought it'd make for AWESOME TELEVISION. You were very formiddable opponent and I really hope you get casted for ALL-STARS regardless of your finish.
Marissa - We only spoke a few times but you seemed really nice.
Julia - My golden bond..that's about it.
Jim - ??
PW's - Thank you all for taking the time to help Brandon in the game and also reading, liking or commenting on my confessionals regardless of how much or little. I wrote those strictly on entertainment purposes and also to keep you all informed. Hopefully it was detailed enough for you to get a insight on the game and hopefully the entertainment value met your expectations. Thank you all for what you've done this season.
Brandon - Holy cow, how you have not managed to put a bullet in your head because of me is beyond me. I know I asked you a billion questions through out the season and am very sorry. I genuinely apologize for the overly dramatic shit at the end of the season. I have/had 0 intent to tarnish the great name of Can You Survive OR your name. I love the series and love you man. Your hardwork and dedication is second to none and you do it all by yourself. Kudos to you for being a phenomenal person, host and human being. Thanks for giving us your time to make this game so wonderful. Thank you, thank you, thank you.
Last but not least
RC - RC, I left you for the end because regardless of what you see in confessionals I genuinely LIKE you ALOT. As a person and human being you are so great. I respect you so much as a person, a wife and mother. I want you to know EVERY SINGLE CONVERSATION we had about non-game related stuff was 100% genuine. Every single word uttered about your kids, husband and/or family was 100000% genuine and real. Every word I spoke about my wife or future family I meant 1000000000%. The ONLY reason you had to go is because there were no other options. A girl had to go and you were the only one available IN REAL LIFE I was soooooooooooooooo TORN and wish you didn't have to go but for my game and the game of the boys you had to be the one. I cherished our convos though SERIOUSLY. I know you probably like most are disgusted with me but I just want you to know you are a amazing person. I am thankful for meeting you and you taught me alot about something I am passionate about which is family life. Thank you so much for everything, the tips, suggestions and advice. Thank you sooo much. Thank you.
Guys I've played ORGs before, this I believe is my 5th one. It's been a dream of mines to play in CYS for 2 yrs now since I started ORGs and am happy I got the opportunity to play in it. I am glad I got to meet each one of you whether we had great times or bad ones. I truly am sorry if I hurt or offended anyone/everyone. At the end of the day we are all human beings with feelings so I hope no ones was hurt. Good luck to everyone and let's remember this is just a game and real life is always first and foremost. Congrats to Cliff for his win..STIFF CLIFF I should say. Congratulations DAWG.
To all thank you for a amazingly crazy season and best of luck in the future!