Silas Says It All ~ Confesh

[Silas Gaither]

I'm in Cyprus! The Island Of Love! <3 

Not sure what to make of these twists. I wasn't surprised with the gender divide. Jim was the easy first vote off cause he was an inactive bitch. I wish him and Julie did get eliminated from the game but then they simply swapped tribes. Good thing is Julie does actually seem somewhat useful, unlike Jim. So I think Potenza got the better of that twist.

I definitely stepped up in the challenge and was a big help to Potenza's victory. I wanted to leave a good impression and show I can be a challenge asset so I'll be kept around. When it's early and alliances are forming and such, it's probably a reason that people might want to include me in their social circles.

So far I think I've been clicking the most with Yul, Ethan and Spencer. Bob is pretty cool too, Cliff is a bit out there. I haven't gotten to know Julie or Jean-Robert much at all and they didn't really help with the challenge, so I think they'll be the first two out.

Spencer got sent to the Luv Shack. I'm still a bit unsure of what this twist is so I'll need to get around to asking him what it's all about.

Marissa is my Golden Bond but I've yet to share that with anyone yet or really talk to her much at all. I have no idea who has me as their Golden Bond. Everyone seems pretty hush hush about it. But I think Kass is Ethan's Golden Bond cause there was a group chat going on early with them and me, Bob and Spencer.

I wasn't surprised that Jim got removed for inactivity, like I said, Potenza definitely got the better deal with getting Julie instead of him! As long as we can keep winning challenges and I can build my relationships with the rest of Potenza, I think I'll be in a good spot.

[Silas Gaither]

Time for an update! Pretty much the core five is solidified of me, Yul, Ethan, Spencer and Bob. I feel closest with Yul and Ethan compared to Spencer and Bob, who I don't really speak with at all. I didn't really participate in the second challenge at all, cause I was busy. I pretty much won the first challenge for our tribe, so didn't feel bad about not helping, and wasn't worried I could be a target. Go figure we lost when I'm not there! So the three outside our alliance were Julie, Cliff and Jean-Robert. We decided to boot Julie, cause she sucks. Plus we figured it'd keep the guys/girls numbers even, if nothing else.

Things got a bit awkward with Yul. On the first night, a group chat was created with me, Ethan, Spencer, Bob and Kass. We chatted briefly and discussed whether we'd share our Golden Bonds, but ultimately, decided not to. I suspected that one of Ethan/Kass had each other as their Golden Bond, cause it seemed strange Kass was added tot he chat in the first place, seeing as she was a girl, not on our tribe. We never really used that chat again, but Yul was questioning me if any alliances had been formed and I told them they hadn't. Then he said he knew about the group chat, I admitted it was true, cause obviously he somehow found out, and I didn't want him to catch me in a lie. Apparently Spencer told him about this, I don't really know why. But I assured him it was just a night one, getting to know each other type thing, rather than an alliance, per se. Which is pretty much the truth. But I don't like how confrontational he was with me about it.

Kass was always pretty much a hot topic in the Potenza tribe. She makes a lot of effort to cause tension and dissent amongst us. She started telling all the guys that Yul is talking with all the girls, talked about that night one group chat, stuff like this. We pretty much agreed to ignore her. Potenza ended up winning the third immunity challenge, thanks to Ethan and me! Yul fucked up early, but I saved the day and took over from him. Jefra was being extremely annoying as I was doing it, constantly messaging me. She is just so whiny and needy! She's like a four year old so desperate for attention. Fiducia ended up voting out Marissa, who's my Golden Bond. Which means I lose my chance at getting the Hidden Immunity Idol. That sucks. I'm not going to tell anyone that Marissa was my Golden Bond, cause then they know I don't have an idol. It could make me an easy target down the road, when there's idol paranoia.

Then we were all taken by surprise in round four! The immunity challenge would determine the new tribes. Of the thirteen remaining members, the seven lowest performing members would form the Fiducia tribe and go to tribal council to vote somebody out, the six best performing members would form the Potenza tribe and have immunity. After Fiducia's tribal council, everybody would attend one tribal council and vote somebody out. The guys strategised to throw the challenge, so we'd have a 5-2 advantage at the Fiducia tribal council, to vote off a girl. This worked out, with me, Ethan, Yul, Jean-Robert and Cliff having the advantage over Gillian and Taj. Potenza consisted of Mary, RC, Jefra and Kass having the advantage over Bob and Spencer. On Potenza, we agreed to boot Gillian. However! We were blindsided when Yul left 4-3. Turns out Kass gave her Luv Shack prize to Gillian, where she switched a vote, and also, Jean-Robert flipped. Initially we thought it was Cliff who flipped, cause the girls tried to frame them. Eventually, Ethan showed us screenshots given to him by Gillian and Taj, where Jean-Robert felt at the bottom of the guys tribe, so wanted to make a move with the girls. Ethan used the recovery chip which he got from the Luv Shack, on Yul, to save him. On the revote, we took out Jean-Robert! It was awesome.

Then at the mega tribal council, we targeted Kass, due to all the drama she's been stirring up since the beginning of the game. Yul played his vote doubler, and Spencer played a vote negator on Kass. So even though the numbers were an even 6-6, the end vote was 7-5. Mary wasted an idol on herself, we made her believe she would be getting the votes. The girls targeted me! I guess due to being perceived as a challenge threat. Owned, bitches! You'll have to do better than that if you want to take me down. Jean-Robert and Kass going out in one round is a dream come true. What goes around, comes around. Those bitches tried to mess with me, and got whacked in the face. Have fun in Loser's Lodge! Gillian promised to keep me safe cause I'm her Golden Bond. I think it's hilarious how she targeted me, when she needs me to make the merge so she gets an idol.

Just shows how stupid she really is. Taj is just there. I keep forgeting to even talk about her cause I don't even realise she's part of our tribe. She's so boring. She and Gillian tried to get me to flip to them. Um, why the fuck would I do that?! Get real, woman. Now we just threw the challenge again, and hopefully we can finally get Gillian right the fuck out of here. She's overstayed her time, she only survived cause Jean-Robert was a traitorous bitch. She won't be so lucky this time. I hope this works, and the guys are on the same page, otherwise I'm probably gonna be the victim of a blindside. But seeing as we're so close to the merge, I'm hoping Gillian will be greedy and want that idol, so maybe target someone else this time. Either way, if this works and Gillian gets the boot, the guys will have the 6-4 advantage. Brandon said we have a surprise in store. So maybe a merge! But that would be too convenient. Guess I'll have to wait and see! <3